I am so sorry that I have actually neglected my blog for months.Is not that I'm too busy but I'm LAZY.Please forgive me.To be franked, I don't feel good right now.I thought STPM result day will be the worst day ever and the days after that will be better but things don't go the way I thought.My pointer isn't that good nor bad (average) so I have never thought of applying those universities which located at Terengganu,Sabah,Sarawak etc until yesterday I met my tuition teacher and she well recommend me to apply those universities because my chances of getting accountancy course will be higher.I totally agree with her words and I understand the situation very well,just that I cant accept that at once. I am scare and worry about my life at there.I might be the only acs-ian who furthering study at there.I mean I don't like to be the only chinese at there since those universities are considered as in islamic state ( I'm not racist but ....). My mum totally disagree me of choosing Terengganu's uni after I have told her and I cant tell her that I don't wish to go too because this will make her feel more worst.What I did just hide in the room and cried for my sorrow.I HAVE NO CHOICE BECAUSE I CANT LET GO OFF ACCOUNTANCY AND THATS THE ONLY SOLUTION TO MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE.I will be applying it soon and I'll put Terengganu's universities.The rest I'll pass to my GOD to decide for me.Whether to be selected or not,I'll accept and proceed.Maybe I have judged it for too early but no matter how I'm gonna make full use of the 4 years to pursue my dream. SACRIFICATION (in order to have accountancy course, I have to sacrifice the university's location)
Surfer for the 4 years and have a good life for the rest of my life.It sounds so worthy!
